This is about creativity and letting things flow. First, letting things go, and make their way through. Allowing space to happen. To fill up and create something new. Words can't really describe. So I went to art to express the process.. Two merging in one, and emerging as one. But here are some words. It is going to be deep.
The topic that initiated it: why do we post what we post? Why do we do what we do? Does it happen from a place where we are fulfilled, or does it happen from a place where we need to be fulfilled? There is a big difference. And people can feel it.
You think you have something to say. You want to say. You need to say. You need to do. Why? Because it fulfils a need. Deep inside. Something you can't get inside, so you seek outside. It's easy. It seems easy. You don't even know. You don't notice. For long. Because you've been doing it for so long. You learned it a long time ago. To survive. To fulfil a need that wasn't met.
Then you notice. You realise it's hard work. And it's always leaving you wanting more. Unsatisfied. Unfulfilled. It's a substitute. You start noticing. What is really behind? What is the need behind? You see through the lens. You acknowledge it. You start making friends with it.
"Yes, I'm doing it for this reason. And I'm ok with it. But it's only me who knows it. The others don't have to know."
So you keep doing it.
But then comes a point when you can't go further. You can't cheat anymore. It doesn't matter if they know or if they don't. You know. And you can't cheat yourself anymore. The need can't be met from the outside, no matter how hard you try. You know it's not the real thing. You set off to find the real you.
The real you is there. Discovered. Unveiled.
And now you feel you have something to say.
Hi, I'm Bea!